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i've been going out everyday this whole week.
im tired just by walking around either aimlessly or actually getting something.
all that leads to a severe headache that i experienced last night and not so severe headache i'm getting right now.
my grandfather's relatives from pekan baru are here for their honeymoon and from what i heard they're about my age or older i guess.
i dont mean to sound inhospitable but why would a 20-something couple stay over a relative's home for their freaking honeymoon?
but from what i heard they're very nice ppl. but stil...honeymoon??..my grandparent's 3-room crib??...what gives...

dear allah. they've worked things out. alhamdullilah.
please help me excel. insyaallah. amin

as promised...
this year's aidilfitri shots.



this is by far one for my favourite shots taken.
nyayi and all her granddaughters.






a blur shot of iskandar helping fairuz with his troubled songket.
very priceless.



my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary.

i would consider it as a blessing if my (future) marriage lasts this long.

it is operated in 6 countries (including canada and has spread to spain) and 33 states in the us. its criminal activities include drug trafficking, theft, assination, people smuggling.
this is a very chilling and daunting documentary. the program is called "the new mafia" and i personally recommend everyone to watch it if you have national geographic channel.

on a slightly brighter note...


ya allah, this is by far the worst arguement. i pray that they'll work out their differences. it kills me to see her cry.
hopefully i'll do well. im very uncertain. insyaallah i'll make it. amin.

this is something interesting.

1) Put your music player on shuffle.
2) Press forward for each question.
3) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4) NO CHEATING!!!
The questions and my answers:
1) How am I feeling today?
i wish it would rain - the temptations

2) Where will I get married?
neon dawn - viper squad

3) What is my best friend's theme song?
future sex/love sounds - justin timberlake

4) What is/was high school like?
slow dance - john legend

5) What is the best thing about me?
warrior - yeah yeah yeahs

6) How is today going to be?
tyrant - the bravery

7) What is in store for this weekend?
bigger than my body - john mayer

8) What song describes my parents?
queen of apology - the sounds

9) How is my life going?
talk - coldplay

10) What song will they play at my funeral?
dancing machine - the jackson 5

11) How does the world see me?
forecast - jason mraz

12) What do my friends really think of me?
dare - gorillaz

13) Do people secretly lust after me?
black mamba - the academy is...

14) How can I make myself happy?
do you want to - franz ferdinand

15) What should I do with my life?
dudley - yeah yeah yeahs

16) Will I ever have children?
inner city blues - marvin gaye

17) What is some good advice?
dirty boots - sonic youth

18) What do I think my current theme song is?
shane and carmen - EZ girl

19) What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
new world - leroy

20) What type of men/women do you like?
supermassive black hole - muse

21) Will you get married?
this boy - james morrison

22) What should I do with my love life?
24 hours - the sounds

23) Where will you live?
afternoon delight - will ferrell & the channel 4

24) What will your dying words be?
baby got back - sir-mix-a-lot




more raya pictures coming up.



dear god, i blew it. please help me. insyaallah. amin.