this morning didnt start well. the first thing i did was i disturbed nila. i didnt know what struck me. she kept shouting and i continued pinching her ass. my mom was like yelling and telling me to stop. i was pretty childish lar. hee hee. but i stopped, got into the shower and promised myself to hit the notes after the morning's bath but the parents were not at home and i decided to watch the tv for awhile. maybe for 15 mins but it extended to around 1145. for 15 mins i did memorize about the femoral triangle but i thought i should read ppl's blog before i really really start to revise. and it occured to me that i havent been typing anything about my life. my adventures and the ups and downs....

firstly i screwed on sociology paper. i mean it. i was so careless on the role conflict and role strain. i was sorta depressed after the paper but paul talked me out of it. monday's paper is very crucial. the paper which most ppl will do so badly on: bioscience.

nothing much happened to me the pass week. i've been staying at home. the only time i went out was to school and that was only thrice.

the story of my life is pretty much boring this past week.

i wanna get my hands on psycho dvd. from what i heard it was one of alfred hitchcock's most psychological thrilling freak films.

"I think the biggest misconception about me is that I'm this spoiled brat. But I'm not. I'm, like, the total opposite." -Paris Hilton

wat do you have to say?

Melvin sent me an interesting email entitled Sunday School

Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?''
When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good'' and Mary fell back to sleep.A while later the teacher asked Mary, ''Who is our Lord and Savior?'' But Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. ''Jesus Christ!'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good,'' and Mary fell back to sleep.
Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, ''What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'' And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, ''If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!''
The Teacher fainted.

studystudystudy 

Life is not about love. It's not about friendship. It's certainly not about honour or virtue or living up to some imaginary morality. It's not about kindness or caring or giving. Or even sex. It's about success. And above all, it's about money.
'Ah, fame and fortune,' you say, but you don't understand, that's not it, that's not it at all. A splash of good old flame is fine, but it's not enough; fame comes and goes and the public is notoriously fickle, loving one moment, destructive and the next. It's fortune that matters, solid material wealth. Enough of it to withstand whatever life throws your way. Success and power to survive the attacks by the enemies you've undoubtedly made on your way up.
And i want it. I want it all. --Nancy Sparling

You sick fuck. I hope you rot in hell bitch!

Facts on Chinese Swordsman Movies
1. Being the hero's parents will always be unlucky and willusually be killed by enemies when the hero is young, and the hero willbecome an orphan.

2. When a man is wounded and dying, he always manage to catch hisbreath and speak a few sentences to reveal the killer before droppinghis head and die.

3. Skilled people are able to fly over roof tops, up trees andacross distances without any sweat. But when travelling to towns andvillages, they still have to walk or ride horses.

4. The heroes need not have to work for money, but will alwayshave golds and silvers with them to pay for their dishes.

5. The heroes and villains will meet each other very often nomatter how big the country is and no matter where they are.

6. Healing internal wounds in the body is as easy as sitting downcross-legged, palms on the knees and smoke coming out from thehead.

7. They can keep alot of stuff in their sleeves and waistband andnever drop them. Especially alot of gold & silver ingots...

Facts on Indian Movies
1. A man will show no pain while taking the most ferocious beatingbut will wince when a woman tries to cleanse his wounds.

2. The hero cannot fall in love with the heroine (vice versa)unless they first perform a dance number in the rain.

3. Once applied, make-up is permanent, in rain or in any othersituation.

4. Two lovers can be dancing in the field and god knows out ofnowhere, 100 people will appear from god-knows-where and joinsthem in the dance.

5. In the final scene, the hero will discover that the bad guy whohe is up against is actually his brother and the maid who looked afterhim is his mother and the chief inspector is his father and the Judgeis his uncle and so forth.

6. Key English words used in the movie (usually said out loudbetween sentences) are No Problem!, My God!, Get Out!, Shut-up!,Impossible!, Please forgive me!

7. They drop down on grounds and roll and roll while singing andcame out with different clothings.

8. They can run around the coconut trees, singing, battling eyelidand throwing glances at each other and change clothes all at the sametime without being out of breath.

here i am. staring at the computer in school. listening to me against the music remix on perfect 10. catching up on some studying. ive not been using cms. and its high time i get down to some serious studying.

ccp test just ended. i predict that i am not going to fail but i wont pass with such good marks.

joshie will be on tv tonight. swoons..didnt catch him last night cos i was out. hopefully i'll be home on time to watch him fight the japs tonight..double swoons...

somehow i find this vote john kerry thingy has got something to do with that kabballah thingy..

i am super bored. super super bored. the waiting hours to buka is really taking its toll on me. im not hungry or anything. im just looking forward to do something. studying is not one of them i tell you.
i slept for awhile while waiting for jay leno only to discover that its a rerum from last sunday night. so i ended up watching the wade robson project. jc chasez was the guest celebrity. im still not sure wat anur sees in him. and after that i watched anthony bourdain on his journey to the best bar in new york city. boring.
so here i am, after ironing my clothes for tonight, typing nonsense..waiting for the time to pass. saturdays are unfun when u're doing nothing productive. so far for the past month, ive been going out with no intentions or whatsoever. just walking around town with ppl i love to hang out with.

mom wants me to get ready and have a shower....half an hour to go....
sheesh i sound like a first timer...
dont get me started on those days...

i made a risk by posting this blog's add on my friendster profile. we'll see how it goes but im going to delete it in a couple days.

i had such a bad morning yesterday. i dont want to talk about it. in fact i want to block the whole damn incident. thank god mak su was at home when i got back. i love mak su. i confided in her. told her the hell that i had to go through in the morning. i love mak su.
but i have to say this. i couldnt curse anyone cos i promise myself that i wouldn't. yesterday was shit. the worst morning ive ever had in my entire life. the worst experience i had in poly. it was fucking bullshit. everything was a fucking mess. all the hardwork went down the fucking drain. but i did not feel guilty because i did what i had to do. my conscience is clear.

this is my today's itenarary
1. get over ystrdy's episode.
2. watch passion of the christ
3. stay home and study
4. stay home and study
5. stay home and study
6. sleep
7. help nila with her blog
8. hug my parents
i love my parents!!!

im finally done with hs1026 assignment. the only thing that i have to worry now is tmr's ica presentation. i hope my group wont screw this one up. i'll personally screw them if any of them try to jeopradize all the hardwork we've done. i made a promise to myself that i wont curse anyone because its ramadan tmr. the month where i improve my self-discipline. its going to be hard.

went to cavana with the guys at causeway point. later momma called me and asked if i wanted to watch wimbledon with her and i agreed. the flick was ok. very predicatable and the plot is just like any other romantic flick.

i found a really nice top at fox but they didn't have it in my size. bugger.

exorcist was not as exciting and scary as the first but radiyah made it fun. i've never ever watched a movie with a person who kneeled down and wants to get out of the theater. the movie wasn't that frightening. it was boring. and she said that the first one was nothing. i'll always ask radiyah along if i want to watch a horror flick.

pops is really stressed out. he told mom that he didn't even have the appetite to eat. i wish i could help. i really really do.

driving today was a bust. i was so tired. i kept yawning and yawning. thank god ivan was my instructor. he's kind enough to understand that he passed me. he's the nicest instructor at ssdc.

theresa cheong ruined my plan for tmr!! its bloody compulsory!!! damn it!!!

mafia movies turns me on. seriously. the mixed italian and american accent. the dressing. the way they carry themselves. the whole italian mobster package turns me on. i want to rent all mafia movies and have a mafia movie marathon. i should. i'll make popcorn and pops, nila and i shall watch scarface, goodfellas and all the godfather series together.

i talked alot today. i think ustaz was pretty shocked to hear me. especially when i told him that i'll stay alone in a 2 bedroom flat with no kids and no husband. i'll be an old spinster. i'll coop in my room and i'll feed the stary cats (not to that extend really). but he was pretty shocked and he told me im a perfect example of women today. all liberated and independent. he started asking me about marriage and preached to me on how wonderful it is to have kids, mothers are the greatest person on earth and yada yada yada...
this has got to be the best class ugame i've ever been!!

today's reflection...
- there's a dude in survivor who reminds me of andy roddick.
- i laughed alot in white chicks.
- i wore baju kurung to school for the first time.
- i realised that i have a presentation, a prac test and an assignment next week. its going to be a hectic week.
- mak su and i discovered a new food court in toa payoh central. its a sibling of banquet. all halal. this will give padang a run for their money.
- ban mian is one tasty dish.
- i cringed at the sight of those typical lower secondary school girls. i cant believe i used to be that.
- my group is full of 'creative thinking' ppl.
- the sales girls at body shop are always on your tail when you're browsing through. can someone please tell them that its really intimidating.
- i was just too darn tired to check out nizam's performance tonight.
- today is the last friday to pig out before fasting.
- im looking forward to lotsa deng deng at the geylang bazaar.
- chocolate peanut buttercup ice cream is damn good.

the conversation i had with anur 5 mins ago.

these are natural characteristics and should not be considered imperfections says:
orlando getting hitched
.i'm.longing.for.something.that.can.only.be.filled.by.you.because.the.only.thing.i.think.about.is.you. says:
i noe
.i'm.longing.for.something.that.can.only.be.filled.by.you.because.the.only.thing.i.think.about.is.you. says:
to me!!!!!
these are natural characteristics and should not be considered imperfections says:
heehee
these are natural characteristics and should not be considered imperfections says:
whatever
.i'm.longing.for.something.that.can.only.be.filled.by.you.because.the.only.thing.i.think.about.is.you. says:
haha
.i'm.longing.for.something.that.can.only.be.filled.by.you.because.the.only.thing.i.think.about.is.you. says:
nvm
.i'm.longing.for.something.that.can.only.be.filled.by.you.because.the.only.thing.i.think.about.is.you. says:
its time i moved on
.i'm.longing.for.something.that.can.only.be.filled.by.you.because.the.only.thing.i.think.about.is.you. says:
eh ur joshie with giselle bundchen izzit?
these are natural characteristics and should not be considered imperfections says:
i dunno eh
these are natural characteristics and should not be considered imperfections says:
first say he is with kirsten dunst
.i'm.longing.for.something.that.can.only.be.filled.by.you.because.the.only.thing.i.think.about.is.you. says:
really.....?
these are natural characteristics and should not be considered imperfections says:
he needs giselle cos it reminds him of me
.i'm.longing.for.something.that.can.only.be.filled.by.you.because.the.only.thing.i.think.about.is.you. says:
WAT?!!?
these are natural characteristics and should not be considered imperfections says:
he said im as hot as giselle
.i'm.longing.for.something.that.can.only.be.filled.by.you.because.the.only.thing.i.think.about.is.you. says:
oh really
these are natural characteristics and should not be considered imperfections says:
yeah
these are natural characteristics and should not be considered imperfections says:
cant argue with that
.i'm.longing.for.something.that.can.only.be.filled.by.you.because.the.only.thing.i.think.about.is.you. says:
watever lah

we're not ready to face reality...

what im doing right now is basically downloading all the information i need to know for the test tmr in my brain and while im doing that im listening to the cool rock and roll music of eagles. my parents are crazy about that band. i can see why. their music is really soothing and evergreen. i have to borrow my dad's eagles cd and copy.

i was happy with driving this morning. i passed vertical parking after only one attempt. i usually take at least three attempts to master these things. for example changing lane. i sucked at that stage. i was stucked there three times. i hope i wont jinx this one.

i serioulsy need to curb my expenditure.

a grp did a presentation on healthcare in south africa. these are two statements which i find wierd but funny. btw they were presenting on hiv and aids. 'sex is like changing clothes. its a habit'. ok firstly, changing clothes is NOT a habit. its a norm. its necessary. its a necessity. so what this speaker was trying to say (which btw sounded like a spokesperson for the singapore aids foundation) sex is pretty much what south africans do all the time. she did related it to changing clothes. the second one was 'foods are not served in restaurants' hmm...what is a restaurant again?

anybody who is willing to accompany me to alicia keys concert this thursday, please call me...

watching a horror flick with radiyah was great. she was the only person in the theater who screamed occasionally. she not only scared the shit out of other people. sometimes in the middle of the movie i could hear her whimper and let out a little yell. the girl scared herself too.

you know, parents are really unpredictable. they can be happy one minute and nag at you the next 5 mins. esp moms. they are the sensitive breed. and dads, they are, well, another kind of breed. i dont get them but hey they are still my parents. at the end of the day, i know they care for me...
sheesh...

no one really cares about singapore idol. the judges are not judges. they are being mean for the sake of being mean. and douglas o is completely redundant. as my mom said ' his vocabulary is very limited'.

its one of those days whereby relationships did not go smoothly as any other usual days. and its one of those feelings where you just want to be alone the whole day. im feeling it and i so badly want to be alone right now.
i admit. i am a little rebellious now but hey, i do have a mind of my own. i want to be able to do whatever i want and whenever i want. so stopping freaking nagging. its fucking annoying. im fucking tired. who isnt? so please dont throw your tantrum on me just because you had a very busy day. i dont need it. no one needs it.

the good news.
i had a really fun time in clinical lab. theresa was not there so basically the whole class was having a time of their own. i was in the corner laughing with bavani when paul tried to have the 'birds and the bees' discussion with bavani. before that i was squirting syringes filled water with chong quan. i was playing and laughing and talking and spinning around for the first hour.

joss stone's latest cd is incredible.