i dunno why jennifer hasnt call me. its kinda frustrating. school's next and she still hasnt call me. i went scouting for school back at bugis cos i need to find that perfect bag. im really fussy about certain things eh and i found a nice simple black tote bag which is prefect for school from muji.

except for the bag thingy, i have nothing to say about my life. im trying not to take this last week for granted. im sure i wont have such a long holiday in the future so im just hanging around the house doing nothing.

i made myself a very healthy salad made from whatever i can find in the kitchen. the ingredients are lettuce, red crunchy apples, toasted sliced cerimini mushrooms, thousand island and a dash of tabasco sauce. simply delightful.

i was very very surprised to see the picture of gurjiv and his lil brother on the front covers of the staits times newspaper. in case if u do not know what happened, gurjiv and his lil bro died in a car accident. some drunk asshole was driving and ramped the car into a tree. his dad is still grieving. gurjiv is a very friendly chap eh eventhough i spoke to him a couple of times.


my prayers are with you, gurjiv

sorry about the previous entry. i am bored to bits and i am tired to the bones. my ass is still sore from yesterday. yes, it is sore.

i feel just so darn lazy to go to my guitar class. btw today is the last day. so im gonna miss some ppl. there's spencer, dexter, charles, jonathan, this chika and the two brothers. although i dun really speak to them, im gonna miss them alot. dexter told me he's going to sp and jonathan is in cjc. best of luck my fellow guitarists.

spoke to charchar on msn. i miss that sweet slut. i miss her and amy, my all time favourite bitch. poor thing. she's starting school next monday. in quote 'the ppl there are not like you'. charchar if ure reading this, im trully touched =). the thought of like only one more weak till hell starts again is like fuck. there are still many things i have yet to do. i havent been to the zoo to catch the white tigers, i've yet to go to great world city, omni theatre, snow city and sentosa, i havent been to holland v for the past 6 years. and i only have a week to prepare for school. i've yet to get a new bag, renew my popular membership card, get stationaries and blah blah. oh ya i promise her that i''ll meet up with her before orientation.

im in a pretty shitty mood.

im bored to bits and tired to the bones

i spent my afternoon today at east coast. the weather was splendid. although its a lil hazy but it was not that humid eh. kinda breezy. my ass is pretty sore and numb eh. thanks to the pressure from the bicycle seat and also to the bumps outside costa sands. everything is cool though. poor ungku. he didnt catch a single fish. fishing there was a complete waste of time but i enjoyed myself. ungku thought me alot about fishing. its been ages since i last went fishing. and by the way i met pei xin and shui min. pei xin is going to nyp and shui min will be going to rp. many ppl is going to nyp. kinda sucky eh.

thanks melvin and anil for inviting me last night.

i suddenly feel like i could talk to my mom about music. it all happened when she started to have this sudden interest for linkin park. on the malaysia highway she kept asking nila for meteora cd and asked if she brought along hybrid theory. and about 30 minutes ago, i switched the channel to mtv and i came upon a new vid by nerd. she discourage me to watch mtv except for punkd lar. but seriously i dun care. i like nerd. their music is so damn good. so she started to ask me why i like them, how is the music like, how i came to know about them. was startled at first but now im glad that the two of us had that conversation. and me, suddenly, have developed an interest for classic rock. im so influenced by my dad. im starting to like bands like deep purple, rainbow, led zeppilin and queen; esp queen. serious man. im so into that kind of music now. although there's one band i will never like and that is the scorpians. the scorpians are meant for the 70s and 80s mats. unfortunately i have this gut feeling that my dad is one of them. so what i intend to do is to bring my dad to that cd shop at queensway again and im gonna persuade him to buy ac/dc, motorhead, kiss or even the clash.

gotta get the address for that bagel shop.

yesterday i visited nyayi at toa payoh. she was alone. at least it was peaceful without the twins. i havent been to nyayi's place for helluva long time. more than a year maybe. i really miss that home. it got me thinking when nyayi asked me if i wanted to sleepover. i remembered me, my sisters and cousins would often meet there during the weekends. we would bring our toys and tell stories and play. esp during the school hols. we would have a sleepover. nyayi and yayi would be there looking after their grandchildren. remember raida? now everyone is so busy with their lives. its been years since all of us meet up at nyayi's. now its at cik lah's when it should be at nyayi's. i really miss that house. i practically grew up there. i last saw wak atok there. yayi passed away there. that home holds so many memories.

the music coming from both the malay wedding and the i-dunno-wat-its-all-about party is seriously annoying.

right now im in kl using the comp provided in raida's hotel room. i have been in malaysia since saturday. im heading for home tmr. went to cameron highlands firstly. i went completely berserk at the food market. the honey stawberries were amazing. the weather there was fantastic. so was the view. especially at the tea plantation. will definitely go again.

kl is like a haven for me. bought alot of things eh. got fake gucci sunglasses at rm 20 only and original hp cover for rm 15.

so i gotta be out soon.

ystrdy was the first attachment programme at imh. ok. frankly i was a lil anxious lar cos helloo its a mental hosp. after meeting NO Gurbak, my whole perspective changed. he was very frank, very convincing, very sincere and damn funny.

the funny thing is the hosp doesnt look like a hosp at all. in fact it looks a lil like a resort eh. i guess they need that kind of environment. so niwaes. we headed, i was in a group, towards the emergency dept and we saw a woman strapped to the bed. so cant wait to be working there. the whole day was a very enriching day.

as much as i dislike ashlee simpson, i find her latest single not that bad.

here's wat i discovered about myself today: ppl who wears coloured contact lenses turns me off.

edge of seventeen by stevie knicks ROCKS!

i was on my way to east coast when imh called me and told me that they'll be sponsoring me. so its looks like i'll be working with mentally ill patients for the next six years of my life! at least i dun have to do shit jobs like wiping an old man's ass or cleaning up after an old lady.

ystrdy's east coast trp was wonderful. went cycling and now my ass is sore due to the pressure from the bicycle seat. bedok jetty was absolutely peaceful. it was quiet and the smell of the salty water was so refreshing.

i love the weather now!

anur, fathul, mak su, bibik, farah, mimir, nila, mother and i went to town this afternoon. mak su and i met the rest later cos all the kids including anur watched harry potter. very kecoh yet fun eh.

recap. last friday i had my interview regarding the sponsorship. i doubt that i'll get it. so i went there a lil early. perhaps 15 mins early. i was not prepared for it at all. i was sitting at the couch when this dude, jason directed me into a minute meeting room. there were two ladies there. one was from ttsh and the other was frm imh. i spoke all kinds of bullshit like i decided to choose nursing as my choice cos its a challenging job and im that sort of person who likes to help ppl.pfft. my mom was like be optomistic. double pfft. and they really got back at me wen they started to ask me if i have ever considered working at imh. they were telling me things like you can get molested or punched because the patients there are mentally ill. i was thinking damn they really know how to screw me. now its like watever eh. i'll be happy if i get it (=

nip/tuck is highly addictive. the guy who looked like michael jackson is urgh to the max.

both the parents are home. this first week of hols is really beginnin to bug me eh. my sisters are at home the whole day, so is the mother and as a result i cant do wat i always do, orchard is damn pack with kids, everywhere is crowded. cant even shop properly. i wanna shop eh. ralph lauren is having a huge bargain. so is tommy hilfiger. i need clothes fer school. and oh yeah school. pfft. still not lookin forward to it. i think ive been saying that for like forever but i dont care. im going to bring mother to town next week. i need her to buy me some very important stuff.

the parents, mimir and i went to melaka ystrdy to get the kains. i usually do not want to go to melaka because firstly there is absolutely nothing there. secondly they would want to go back to bibik's kampung (thank god bibik didnt tag along). thirdly, somehow its blazin hot there and lastly that place bore the crap outta me. but i was lookin forward to ystrdy's trip because firstly we didnt have to go to bibik's kampung and secondly its been a long time since i had the ikan bakar.

one thing i love about the malaysia highway is that i can do a lil soul searching. the miles and miles of oil palm trees is very therapeutic. it made me think of wat i want to do with my life.

cant wait for my next therapy session with the highway on the 12th.