today's driving was super fun!

happy birthday to my grandfather. love you ungku!!!

eventhough i know i wont do well tmr, i pray i wont flunk..

i have one hundred and one things to do today before heading off to school. but temptation overpowered me and here i am blogging at 0720.

last night i had dinner with the whole familia, that includes the grandparents, aunts and uncles and cousins. it was very refreshing to see everybody together again cos its been a long time since we last saw everyone.

i had this unsettling conversation with my ustaz ystrdy morning.
ustaz: you really want to join nursing? what drives you into such a profession.
me: its a respected career. my parents encouraged me and i guess its sought after plus it runs in the famliy.
ustaz: but are you really sure this is for you? (by this time i was annoyed) what are your aims?
me: to be a nurse lar!
and he kept telling me that i have a stern look. go figure...

saved was good. typical american high school teenagers but really freaking pious. like who holds a prayer circle in their homes after school. niwaes if ure above 18, go check it out.

a long day ahead today. im nervous about psychology presentation this evening. but im going to leave it to paul. im sure it'll go very very well when there's paul.

need a good clean refreshing bath.......................................

mona and i were reunited at toa payoh polyclinic.
mona: eh u were frm marymount kan?
me: ya....
mona: its me lar mona..u look so familiar
me: hmm..ya
it took at least 30 secs for the conversation to process in my brain.

i was a lil blur today.
another conversation that really showed my stupidity.
this is really a medical joke. at least thats what it turned out to be.
laugh if u know it...whatever...
me: my mom was telling me that it did not hurt when she did her papsmear.
mable: really..wat did she say?
me: hmm...she had that thingly feeling when that plastic opener thing was on her cervix.
ssn shanti: huh?! (a very confused expression appeared across her face) wat plastic opener?
me: you know that thing that allows you to scrap whatever cells that are found on the cervix.
ssn shanti: aiyoh dear..thats a speculem. (she and mable laughed till they cry)

mable and i were assigned to the antenatal room today. i had nothing to do so i asked ssn shanti a few questions. in case you don't know what antenatal room is all about, its where pregnant women come to get their check-ups done and women who are interested to get a papsmear or mamogram done.
me: so what is the youngest age you have seen so far walking through these doors with a huge belly?
ssn shanti: so far the youngest i've seen was 13. but that was at kk. over here the youngest i saw was 14.
me: no shit.
ssn shanti: i swear. both malays. all gatal!
what is happening to the malay muslim society?

mable kept insisting that exams start next week. that girl gets a kick of freaking me out. jinling is a freaky as ever. she loves to talk crap and laughs when i do the shitiest thing. haha..she was reunited with her bestfriend. the both of us were shocked to see her bestfriend.

i am now craving for a hamburger from mcdonalds.
im typing shit to keep myself awake.
why is oc shown late?
presentations due next week.
i miss driving.
happy belated birthday amy. sorry i couldnt meet you last saturday night. miss you sweets. both you and char char.
i finally got to experience working.
its not that fun........

i was glad that chip and kim won the race. nicole is a carbon copy of jessica simpson. im not being judgemental but she's a bitch.

i learn alot at the podiatry clinic in polyclinic, esp frm ssn chow and the podiatrist today.

last night we celebrated andung's birthday. took some time to catch up on each other's lives.

sigh..school starts next week. there will be 2 presentations and a test. i hope i wont flunk.

i wanna watch saved.

nothing exciting is happening to me.

the whole family was shown on tv, even me. i was shocked to see a photo of me eating a scone at cameron highland. momma didnt even tell me plus i had no idea that kak ana's snoop dogg look alike friend recorded me while i was scratching the rashes on my foot.
nila screamed, momma laughed, pop's prosperous belly was prominent, amirah just smiled, i squirmed.

today was my first attachment @ toa payoh poly. i have a tendency of jinxing things but i'll just say it. mable was nice so was siti the receptionist. the nurses there are much friendlier but today was the first day so i still have to learn alot.

i miss the ppl from sgh ward 72. the patients, sadly including garfield, and the nurses like farhana. i miss that handsome nerdy looking doctor too but unfortunately he's married, not that i'm hoping anything to happen. ok im in my own world.

im going to tease abang izz about batrisya for the rest of his life.

happy birthday to my grams. i love you andung despite everything =).

someone please slap me!!!!

josh hartnett was super hot in wicker park. those two girls from some all girl school (i knew that cos they were wearing the uniform) bugged the shit out of me. their whiny and damn loud sighing pisses me off and that includes, ' oh my god. he's so hot' and 'why he never find her faster' and not to mention their giggles which not only pisses me but some girl at the corner told them to shut up. i hate those typical all-girl school girls.

momma whipped up some really good food tonight. her specialities were american hot dog, topped with her infamous meat sauce, cheese and mustard and thai steamed fish.

tmr i'll start my attachment at toa payoh polyclinic. i'm looking forward to it because its only opp my house, which means i dont have to wake up at five and get ready to leave the house by 6 in the morning.

i learned alot from the attachment at sgh. i came across all types of ppl. i've never worked before so i guess thats how work is. many thanks to farhanah, faridah, sumeetha, julie and charlotte. they taught me alot. also thanks to the rest of the nurses of ward 72.

i did not like lee shan aka garfield.

its been a week since i last blog.
its been really hectic this past week, with attachment and all. i had sleep deprivation up till friday.
thank god sn farhanah is there. so is en faridah. faridah seems sweet. i think they're the only two nurses in the ward who never fails to put a smile across their face.
afternoon shifts are not boring, thanks to farhanah.
last week at sgh. ms kamala expects all student nurses to do nursing care/diagnosis on four patients. as if thats not enough stress, i still have to complete one individual project and i have yet to study for the upcoming anatomy and physiology test.
sheesh. im really stressing out and i still have not done anything to change this lazy attitude of mine.
im in a whole new level of budgetness.
im immune to the smell of hibiscrub and alcohol swab and alcohol scrub.

AHHH!!! joshie was on trl. btw.. thanks natassjaz, who msged me and told me joshie was on trl. i had a gut feeling already. thank god mak su recorded it. three cheers for the vcr!!!

im having sores on both my feet. i've been standing the whole shift. there was nothing much to do niwaes because we were not thought yet. so all we could do were parameters and tepid sponging. jennifer and i just stood in the corner watching busy nurses walking to and fro. im so not looking forward to afternoon shift.
i swear there was this malay dude who looked exactly like that character from oc, oliver i think. the psychotic dude. that malay was like a carbon copy of oliver.
sheesh.
this just tells you how much work i had to do today.

i cant wait to buy more special pie from polar.

today was my first day of attachment. im feeling excruciating pain on my pinky tiny toes. it fucking aches. bata shoes suck big time. the fake leather or should i say pvc suck.
jinling was fun today. i've got a gut feeling that i'll be posted to an air con ward. hopefully.
thanks anur for the maroon 5 cd.
thanks pops for fixing the sound system of the comp and thanks for giving us the cheap speakers. at least there's music in the room now.

cheers!