my attachment is finally over!!!!
with a huge sigh of relief; was wonderful to know that everyone passed.
no more callbell queens and bedpan queens.
n-o m-o-r-e.

after shift,we changed and the five of us (jinling, fifi, zihui, rara and myself) decided to satisfy zihui's longtime craving of pizza hut's stuffed crust pizza at ps, which was delicious. because ive not eaten pizza hut for so looonnggg.

later after that rara and i got our tickets to catch kingkong.
whoever said kingkong was boring has no sense of imagination and does not fully understand what creativity and art is.
3hrs+$9.50=entertainment&enjoyment.
we got the last and side sits so the two of us kept talking and we started to relate the ppl whom we've nursed to the characters.
eventhough it was very mean of us.
like i said i dont cry over monkeys. although it was quite an emotional story.

just in case i dont have an entry tmr, i want to wish everybody a very happy new year and fuck your resolutions because it doesnt work.
nitey nite.

as what ive typed in the the tagboard, im having a bbq this nye (31st dec) at east coast park.
if you feel like coming, give me a shout-out or ring me.

im back in sg. arrived home late last night. i was so disappointed because i missed the entire ep of project runway and was only able to watch half of grey's anatomy. but at least cicik and i arrived safely.

the kl trip was a blast.
still not enough of shopping. sales everywhere.
mama said something to me before i left 'actually its a good thing you're leaving. you know at the rate you're spending'.
anyone in my position would do the same thing.
mango sale was cheap and quite worth it.
mambo was having this crazy deal.
i finally got my levis 577 cos it was cheaper than the one in sg.
i think i paid rm150 or over for my purchases at fos. imagine mambo boardshorts for rm34?!
i spent alot alot alot alot.
and i bought 2 seasons of the L word.

another reason why the trip was such a blast was because of the family.
all living under one roof.
so so so much fun.
while the parents, aunts and grandparents were at msjd india, i was put charge of my younger cousins and we all decided that we were going to watch 'cheaper by the dozen 2' at klcc. and had waffles at a&w and more shopping after that.

plus i think i've gained back all the kilos that i've lost.
didnt do any sightseeing.
why do i need that for?

being accompanied by christopher goze's ina during my "therapy session" puts me in a wonderful euphoria.

im listening to nsync's girlfriend from nsync greatest hits which nila purchased last night and the song brings me back to the kentalan days, which i think i should've blocked it in one of my lobes.

today was sn g's last day in the ward and she was kind enough to buy us a chocolate cake which was so damn yummy to my tummy.
ok that was a lame catch phrase.
i'll most probably see her in nyp as she's doing her adv dip.

i finally got my tweed jacket from ova. i still cant believe that i wore my uniform to arab street. and that iskandar saw me.
so malu giler....

tmr is my therapy session with the malaysian highway.
i'll be back on monday with cicik. if it wasnt for the damn attachment, i would've stayed longer with my parents, sisters, grandparents, grandaunt&uncle, aunts, uncles, cousins and anur.

next sem timetable is out. now i can plan my hols.

im sorry about last night's entry.
me and my pathetic outbursts.

sleeping and listening to alacran's wired bossa & mettle music's el mar makes everything soothing.

thanks rara for loaning me your shoulder.

im all about the negativity today.
im feeling very shitty.
i should've told the doctor.
ever since i took those pills, i feel depressed, moody, freaking jumpy emotions, lethargic and just damn tired to care about anything.
i drove like an ass because i needed my caramel-frapp fix.
i got it and i still feel like shit.

on a lighter note i bought a new digi cam.
it was split in three ways so i own 1/3 of it.

at this very moment i am thinking of:
1. my new gadget, as some would already know, when will i get it.
2.my next sem's timetable so i can plan my holidays.
3.cash, which is depleting. other hosp has given out money except for this specific hosp.
4.i dont know why but im not looking forward to the kl trip during the xmas weekend.
5.this afternoon's rectal swap. i think i'm in trouble for it. oh shit. remind me to say sorry to josephine.
6. my 30secs to mars cd, which paul purchased for me online. i wonder when the hell he's gg to pass it to me.
7.pharrell william's cd. i've been waiting to get my hands on it for the past week. its already out in the us. when will it be on sg shelves???!!!
8.my lack of self-discipline. i think i need to enrol myself in a bootcamp to toughen myself.
9.myself. how depressed and unhappy im feeling now.

sorry for being so pessimistic.

thanks ____. you've made my fucking day.
as much as i want to say thank you, i just want you to know that you..........................

friday nights is the best night of the week.
i love friday nights.

this evening in the ward was busy.
fortunately there is a staff nurse by the name of hanis who is very pleasant and nice and friendly.
the unfortunate part is that i think she's covering the supposed sn only for tonight.
otherwise everything is alright.

mr mos was so sweet to get me and fifi a christmas gift each.
he got us a box of ferrero rochers.
i swear if fiona hadnt stopped me, i would have finish all the 18 pieces in a matter of minutes.

my parents picked me up after shift and they decided to bring andung to orchard to check out the lights.
of course we stayed in the car because there is no way i would walk around orchard road with my uniform on.
the display's are getting more pathetic each year.
they should have some sort of competition like they used to.
but it was for the sake of my grandma.
later after that for some reason, my dad decided to drive down to arab street and have teh tarik.
thank god amirah brought along her jacket and that cost me from any embarassment.
but my teh tarik was a real refreshment.
and we headed straight home after that.

2 down, 2 more to go.

im dead beat from work/attachment.
so far so good.
last friday was a total meltdown for me in the ward.
for the first time i felt like i was in charge of both the damn cubicles and no one wants to help me.
plus i never miss my breaks till that day.
jinling and fifi said they're "proud" of me (detect sarcasm) and that im "pro" nursing (again sarcasm).

i really have nothing to record about my so-called boring life.
the whole of december is going to be a fucking routine.
so i predict that this is what i'll be doing when i join the workforce.
read this: no life.

anil sweetheart will be serving our nation next monday.
that boy is old grown up and i hope he keeps off trouble because knowing him he'll probably punch the guy who tries to be funny with him.
hopefully he is not hot-headed in the army.
although he's quite a softie on the inside.

i want to go for a llllloooooooooonnnnnnnnggggggggggg holiday.
a super duper long one.

i absolutely hate broken/unkept promises.
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stop telling me what to do.
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im fucking irritated.
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im feeling really fucked up at this very moment.

ive been crashing at my grandparents for the past four days.
i feel like i was staying at a free five-star hotel.
free food and accomodation.
in fact its better than a hotel.
i get my laundry done and ironed.
food served to me.
i sound like a spoilt brat but there's nothing wrong being treated like royalty once in awhile.
but at the end of the day: i still love my grandparents and aunties more than anything.

me and maksu went to candy empire for the first time and we awed in pure excitement when we saw all the imported candy and cookies being displayed in the simple store.

i spent alot on candy alone. bought the old-school strawberry flavoured popping candy with whistling lollypop but most of the candy were willy wonka's product. i went berserk when i saw wonka's whipple scrumptious caramel delight.

i was on cloud nine.

the family is coming back today.
i dont think i'll be at home when they reach home.
they've got their week of fun and i need a day of that.

1 week down. 3 more weeks to go.

today was my first day of attachment.
i was assigned to a 'c' class ward but it is recently renovated and it still has that woody, paint sorta smell.
the best part is that the whole ward is airconditioned.
'c' class ward but 'a' class atmosphere.
even 'b2' class wards is not that cool.
what a rip-off.


loveit loveit loveit
'gee..i feel so inspired'


i like her designs. very much my taste. simple with a pinch of elegance and whole lot of sophistication.
but too bad. she's not the winner.


i thought kevin's swimsuit was interesting and fabulous.

i'm all alone this whole week.
no one's at home.
everyone goes for holiday and im stuck in sg because of stupid attachment.
for 1 whole damn mth.
i dont like attachments.

went to see yesterday.
it was way better than the first one.
it was gorrier, more gruesome and at the edge of your seat.
a complete blood-fest.

my plans for today?
be a couch potato.
meet the besties.

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