i always end up crying after watching armageddon.
i have no idea why.

accompanied my parents to ecc and spoke to cikgu rani. told him what i'm doing now and my future plans. he's happy for me. told me i've chosen the right path.
before that i went to suntec to get pops his timberland shirts. thanks to the salesguy, we got extra discounts because my parents are regulars.

had a wonderful dinner. marinated lamb chops with roasted vegetables.
im stuffed.

happy 15th birthday nila!!

im kinda bummed cos tonight was my last night attached to ward 48. considering the fact that i loathed at first.
it was a bitter sweet moment.
i gave hayati 2 chupachups because she was so stressed out this afternoon. i told her the extra one was a 'stress reliever'. and i also gave wan ru, dangie and katrina a chupachup each.
i feel kinda bad that i didnt give ____ anything as a form of appreciation. i kinda regretted a little. plus he saw me giving katrina and dangie the lollies. me feeling bad for not giving a guy a thank you candy. thats the first.
ailin gave dangie and geraldine a earing and bracelet respectively.
see how attached we are to the ward.
i even wanted to OT.

watch out for your head please says:
for carebear izzit
can I cuddle u..? says:
ya
can i cuddle u..? says:
wahaha
can i cuddle you..? says:
if only it can be done
watch out for your head please says:
fuck u la

had dinner with ailin and zahidah and we decided to chak chua together. so we ended up chak chuaing for 15 mins. luckily sn ling was in charge. she didnt really bother how late i was.
tmr is my last day in ward 48. kinda sad. cos there were a bunch of nurses and pca's who were so damn great. said goodbye to dangie, the sweetest pca ever. i think tmr will be the last time i'll see ______. im not disappointed at all. i guess i just needed to cuci mata. haha.

everyone has been talking about carrie winning the idol title. frankly its kinda expected so it didnt really matter.

im off...

im back from kl.
as usual i didnt come back empty handy. got a couple of things for myself but i still feel unsatisfied. 3 days is kinda short for me. i hope to join my parents on their next kl trip.
watched star wars with pops, my sisters and cik ani & her kids + kak ida at berjaya times square. its a new cinema. i can have my movie marathons there now.
star wars was alright. im not a star wars fanatic. i watched for the sake of watching it but i enjoyed the scene where obi-wan kanobe was againt anakin skywalker. it was awesome. the effects were fantastic plus i loved the cinema's sound system.

adios peeps.

had an awful day with chao cheelai. i dont want to talk about because it only reminds me of that jackass who made such a big fuss over a pathetic bowl of porridge.
fuck you chao cheelai.
but meeting haslina changed my mood.
told her about cheelai, ____(sigh. the more i think of him, the more i ____ ___) and basically all the things i did after i last saw her.
had dinner and decided to watch the amityville horror. kept hugging her most of the time. im a sucker for horror flicks. but i still prefer the older version, the one with james brolin. this version still scares the shit outta me.
later strolled around orchard and we went to get some of my stuff.

packing for the weekend getaway. thank god.
i hope to see _____ soon.

auntie mrs lee and _____ can live under one roof.

i dont want to jinx it but the past four days of attachment went pretty well. the nurses who were in charge of me were good enough to take some time to actually teach me. leong, eunice, pca and rama.
and also ______. sigh. i hope he is in the morning shift tmr. sigh.....;)
but unfortunately ailin was at the wrong place at the wrong time this morning. eventhough we didnt really hit it off for the past few months, i really pitied her. im trying my very best to defend her. or else chao cheelai will do something very drastic.

nitey night.

just like anur, im quite disturbed by that spoilt brat from my super sweet 16 on mtv last night. the whole family watched it and my parents were appalled by that girl. my mom kept saying that the girl's dad looked like her grand dad. i was quite disgusted by her crocodile tears upon hearing that her credit card was cancelled and that her birthday car will not arrive on her birthday itself.

ive been on attachment for the past week. i'm dreading at the fact that i'll be heading back to sgh tmr. and im on the afternoon shift as well. i hate afternoon shifts. there's nothing to do. the plus side is that there's fifi, jinling, ailin and baren. ppl i can talk to.

im looking forward to the coming weekend.

happy mother's day to mama, andung, nyayi, both my married and unmarried aunts and new mother bik yani.
she gave birth to a beautiful baby girl name azra. she is so pretty and comel. i love her the minute i saw her in the nursery.

baby azra.

im gonna do wat everyone else is doing in their blog: Thank God i passed all my modules.

anur and i met this afternoon and we watched house of wax together.
i dunno why they make such a big fuss over 'see paris die'. she only appeared for like 30mins during the entire movie.
niwaes the scenes were pretty grotesque. but we enjoyed it.
had lunch at lido and we sat near starbucks so i could see the hot starbucks guy who served me my light caramel frap. he was an eye candy.
i saw 'amer'. just nice. i saw the hot starbucks guy and anur met 'amer'.

later we headed over to kino to get our dose of entertainment magazine. came across detail magazine with matthew McConaughey on the cover. we drooled. as usual. haha. we are men- crazy and we love it.

adios.

dear God, please help me